truth…

I wish I could tell you. I wish I could tell you the truth  But I can’t, because that would not be professional of me. Truth typed would make you anxiously read through the lines… And I don’t want that.  I don’t want any harm, anxiousness, or unease to come to you. I want you…

above the fall…

As the fall falls away, So do pieces of myself. Haunted by the goals of my former self, I shed my skin. Masks worn years past Have edges frayed As I stayed too long In friendships that no longer serve me. I am born anew Cracked from the shell of my former caterpillar self. I’m…

exvangelical…

Some days I find myself saddened knowing what I used to love now separates us.

so long…

When he kissed me on the forehead it felt like a goodbye, and it very much was.

ace…

I live in the early morning mist of a longing that will never be.

don’t pray for me…

Please don’t pray for me, It doesn’t show you care. Please don’t pray for me, Anytime or anywhere. . . . Don’t ask for me to stay nearby, Or for my travels faraway. Don’t ask that I’ll be who you want me to be. My insides are starting to fray. . . . Stop telling…

lost in the in-between…

I kinda just feel like I don’t exist .

autumn’s honesty…

Green explodes into bright red As summer eases into fall. Then pales to yellow, fades to brown, limbs ache, Worn, from the heaviness of it all. changing, shaking, falling… I’m ready for it to be over, my soul grumbles, Its words spoken softly in a sigh. As my feet hit the pavement, Their last crunch,…

everybody…

They say nice things to get what they want.

unreality…

If we’re all faking it to make it, then we’re all just living lies.